{"id":5354,"date":"2026-09-07T02:50:33","date_gmt":"2026-09-07T02:50:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dailynewus.top\/?p=5354"},"modified":"2026-09-07T02:50:34","modified_gmt":"2026-09-07T02:50:34","slug":"on-valentines-day-i-performed-cpr-on-a-homeless-man-the-next-day-a-limousine-arrived-at-my-house-with-my-name-written-on-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dailynewus.top\/?p=5354","title":{"rendered":"On Valentine&#8217;s Day, I performed CPR on a homeless man \u2013 The next day, a limousine arrived at my house with my name written on it"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"601\" src=\"https:\/\/dailynewus.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/image-96-1024x601.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5367\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailynewus.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/image-96-1024x601.png 1024w, https:\/\/dailynewus.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/image-96-767x450.png 767w, https:\/\/dailynewus.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/image-96-300x176.png 300w, https:\/\/dailynewus.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/image-96.png 1259w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Valentine&#8217;s Day was supposed to be just dinner and nothing more. I&#8217;m Briar, I&#8217;m 28, I&#8217;m in the middle of a paramedic course, and I left that restaurant feeling like my life had fallen apart. I had no idea the night was about to get even stranger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My name is Briar. I&#8217;m 28 years old. This happened on Valentine&#8217;s Day, and I&#8217;m still angry about the little heart-shaped shortbread cookies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To give you some context: I&#8217;ve been taking a paramedic course for months. It&#8217;s not exactly a &#8220;nice class.&#8221; It&#8217;s the first thing I&#8217;ve wanted so badly since I was a little girl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This happened on Valentine&#8217;s Day.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I quit my job because my boyfriend, Jace, insisted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Briar, you&#8217;re burning out,&#8221; she told me. &#8220;Let me take care of the rent while you focus. Two months and you&#8217;ll be certified.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I backed out. &#8220;What if something happens?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Nothing&#8217;s going to happen.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Something happened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;m in this the way you are.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He took me to a candlelit restaurant that seemed to come with an engagement ring as a gift. Roses. Soft music. Couples making intense eye contact. The waiter called us &#8220;lovebirds,&#8221; and I almost vanished.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jace was smiling too much. He drank half his wine in 10 minutes. I was rummaging through my pasta because I felt like my stomach was going to fall out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Halfway there, he put down his fork.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Briar&#8230; I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;m in this the way you are.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I blinked. &#8220;Are you serious?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I&#8217;m not arguing. I&#8217;m asking you what you mean.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He nodded, calmly. &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry. It&#8217;s just that I don&#8217;t feel excited anymore.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Four years. Reduced to &#8220;not excited&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You&#8217;re not excited,&#8221; I repeated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She sighed. &#8220;I don&#8217;t want to argue.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I&#8217;m not arguing. I&#8217;m asking you what you mean.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You said you would support me until it was over.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He looked around as if other couples could hear him. &#8220;I just don&#8217;t see a future. I thought I did. I don&#8217;t.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I laughed curtly. &#8220;You told me to quit my job.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I didn&#8217;t force you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My hands started to tremble. &#8220;You begged me to focus. You said you&#8217;d support me until I was done.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She rubbed her forehead. &#8220;I&#8217;m not saying I regret supporting you. I&#8217;m saying I can&#8217;t keep doing it.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If she wanted to end things, she couldn&#8217;t force him to stay.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;So you waited until Valentine&#8217;s Day, in public, to tell me we&#8217;re over.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;It&#8217;s not that&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;So what is it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He shrugged. &#8220;I don&#8217;t know. I just don&#8217;t feel it.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Something in me gave up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If she wanted to end things, she couldn&#8217;t force him to stay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Can we talk like adults?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Good,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He seemed relieved. &#8220;Okay?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Okay. Then we&#8217;re done.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Briar&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I got up and grabbed my coat. &#8220;Enjoy the wine.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I couldn&#8217;t go back home. My home was our apartment.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Can we talk like adults?&#8221; he snapped.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Adults don&#8217;t ruin someone&#8217;s life and then ask them to stay calm.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I said I&#8217;m sorry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;With the same voice you use when there&#8217;s no Wi-Fi,&#8221; I said, and left.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The cold air hit me as if it wanted to wake me up. Outside it was a bad joke: hearts in the windows, couples everywhere, men holding flowers like trophies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Two months left. No job.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I couldn&#8217;t go home. My home was our apartment, my EMT book on the table, the calendar counting down to my final assessment. So I walked, because staying still felt like drowning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My brain was still doing the math.&nbsp;<em>Two months left. No job. Jace was paying most of the rent. I had savings, but no &#8220;surprise breakup&#8221; savings.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">About half a block away, I heard a wet, horrible whistling sound coming from an alley between a bar and a boutique.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At first, I thought he was a drunk. Then I saw him: a man hunched over near a dumpster, convulsing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I looked around. Nobody moved.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There were people at the mouth of the alley, watching.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A woman covered her nose. &#8220;My God, what a smell.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A guy in a jacket muttered, &#8220;Don&#8217;t touch him. He&#8217;s definitely got something.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I looked around. Nobody moved.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;CALL 911!&#8221; I yelled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I knelt down and my training began.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They stared at each other.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;CALL 911,&#8221; I yelled again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A teenager fumbled with his phone. &#8220;Good, good!&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I knelt down and my training began. Scene safe enough. Check your responsiveness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Sir,&#8221; I said. &#8220;Can you hear me?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nothing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I need someone to call an ambulance!&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He was barely breathing. His pulse was weak and erratic. His lips were turning blue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I need someone to call an ambulance!&#8221; I shouted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nobody moved.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I clasped my hands together and began doing chest compressions, strong and fast, counting aloud to keep from panicking. My arms were burning. The sweat on my back froze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The paramedics came running in and one of them collapsed next to me.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The teenager&#8217;s voice trembled on the phone. &#8220;This lady is doing CPR. We&#8217;re behind the bar with the neon dog sign.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The man in the jacket moved away slightly. As if compassion were contagious.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The sirens finally cut through the night. The paramedics rushed in and one collapsed beside me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Did he start the compressions?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Yes,&#8221; I gasped. &#8220;No effective breathing. Weak pulse. Cyanotic.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I stumbled backward, trembling.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He gave me a quick look. &#8220;Good job.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They took charge\u2014oxygen, bag, monitor\u2014moving with that hesitant confidence that makes you believe in systems again. I stumbled backward, trembling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They lifted the man onto a stretcher. He opened his eyes. He looked directly at me, as if trying to hold on to something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He said, &#8220;Scoreboard.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I leaned toward him. &#8220;What?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The next morning, someone knocked on the door as if they were serious.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He grabbed my wrist. &#8220;Your name. Write it down. So I don&#8217;t forget it.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone put a marker on my hand. I wrote on the inside of their wrist:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">BRIAR.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She stared at it as if it were a life raft. Then the ambulance doors closed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I came home feeling like I&#8217;d been underwater. I jumped in the shower and cried until my throat hurt. Not just for Jace. For being 28 and still fighting for what he wanted. For people who see someone die and worry about germs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You&#8217;re the woman who saved my life yesterday, right?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The next morning, someone knocked on the door as if they were serious.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I opened the door, I froze. A black limousine was parked on the sidewalk, like a glitch in reality. And standing there, clean and well-groomed, was the man from the alley.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She smiled. &#8220;You&#8217;re the woman who saved my life yesterday, aren&#8217;t you?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I stared. &#8220;Either I hit my head, or he&#8217;s about to sell me something.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Murray from the dumpster.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He burst out laughing. &#8220;That&#8217;s fair. I&#8217;m Murray.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I didn&#8217;t shake his hand. &#8220;Murray from the dumpster.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He winced. &#8220;Yes.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Why are you here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Can I explain it to you? And if you keep telling me to get lost, I will.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I found you in an alley.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He didn&#8217;t come any closer. That mattered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I&#8217;m an heir. Family inheritance. We have more money than I could ever need. My last living parent died last week. I flew for the funeral, landed late, and decided I could walk two blocks to my hotel.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And I found you in an alley.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He nodded. &#8220;I was robbed. They took everything. I chased them, they beat me up, and I woke up in that alley.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And why are you here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;So you were &#8216;trash&#8217; for one night,&#8221; I said, hating the word as it left my mouth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;One night was all it took for most people to decide I didn&#8217;t count,&#8221; he said quietly. &#8220;At the hospital, I proved who I was. The state sent people.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Convenient&#8221;.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Very convenient. But you didn&#8217;t know. You just helped.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He offered me a temporary job.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And why are you here?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Because I need help,&#8221; Murray said. &#8220;I have money. I don&#8217;t have confidence. I&#8217;m surrounded by staff, lawyers, and advisors. I need someone who isn&#8217;t impressed. Someone who will tell me when something isn&#8217;t working.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And you chose me because I performed CPR on you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I chose you because you were the only person in that alley who acted like a human being.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;How much would you accept?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He offered me a temporary job: staying at his mansion part-time, attending meetings, taking notes, asking questions, and saying something if my instincts screamed at me to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;How much?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He gave a figure that seemed false.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;No,&#8221; I told him. &#8220;That&#8217;s an amount to &#8216;buy a person&#8217;.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Okay. How much would you accept?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I won&#8217;t be trapped in a place I can&#8217;t get out of.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I&#8217;m in a paramedic course. There are two months left. I&#8217;m not going to quit.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;OK&#8221;.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I won&#8217;t be trapped in a place I can&#8217;t get out of.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;OK&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;A written contract,&#8221; I said. &#8220;Reviewed by someone other than your lawyer.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;If something seems strange to me, I&#8217;ll leave.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;OK&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And I need a job title that doesn&#8217;t sound like a cult.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He laughed once. &#8220;That seems fair to me.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I exhaled. &#8220;I&#8217;ll go with you. I&#8217;ll check out the place. If anything seems strange, I&#8217;ll leave.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;This is Briar. She saved my life.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The mansion was large, old, and well-maintained.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A gardener met us at the entrance and was relieved to see Murray.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;This is Briar,&#8221; Murray told him. &#8220;She saved my life.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The man&#8217;s eyes widened when he saw me. &#8220;So it&#8217;s you.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Yes,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">During the following weeks, I became Murray&#8217;s eyes. 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